you know when shits happen to you continuously and randomly without giving you a chance? like, you have your important maths exam but you get a stomach ache early in the morning - throwing you off your scheduling, and when you're finished with the shitting, you can't find your house keys, and when you finally find them and get out of the house you realise you didn't bring your ez-link card, and when you finally are on the bus/train to school, you gasp after rummaging through your bag and find that you didn't bring your calculator?
yeah.
i'm experiencing those kind of shits right now. but unlike those simple shitty moments that make you go, "oh shit, i should have prepared!", i'm having those shits that scream: THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR.
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so i hope you understand from my point of view, that i was pretty upset. and i believe that it's pretty reasonable. and maybe i went overboard with my vulgarities, but i swear a lot. so i'm sorry for that. yeah.
abang's angry at me too now.
and so are you.
and everybody else it seems.
hidayah says i'll get through this.
i don't think i can.
will we really get through this together?
i thought and wondered at 10:54 PM
