i almost had a heart attack yesterday.
yes people, if you make a drastic change from using windows to apple, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASEEE do not attempt to make any changes to your apple in your macam-faham manner. because i'm seriously freaked out now. hahaa.
at least i got my macsharee back.
safe and sound in my arms. :D
well anyway, macsharee almost crashed yesterday. ALMOST. i tried downloading windows xp but to no avail. tsk. and it's all thanks to that evil bitch. *glares*
i seriously don't believe she tried to like, destroy my one-week old macbook man! what the fuck seh, seriously.
anyway..
i'm all alone by myself at the library now.
and there's this guy beside me who's listening to an 'audition' song on his mp3.
and it's so fucking loud!
*rolls eyes*
and before anyone of you start thinking that i play audition, i don't. my step-brother is OBSESSED with that game. so i've heard it quite a few times. heh. it's that mozart song. or something like that. hahaha.
i thought i would be able to set up my windows now, but apparently, i need to be connected to the internet FIRST. so i'll probably go home to set it up.
heh.
so i wasted my time coming here.
heh. okay, was bloghopping and i found something out.
so if you hate emo-shit stuff, the next paragraph is just not for you.
really.
sometimes i wonder if i'm really such a bad girlfriend, and sometimes i know i'm not. so maybe i HAVE made mistakes in the past, but it really hurts to know that you claim to have forgotten all those mistakes i've made, when you're still dwelling on it. it hurts to know that everybody else knows you except me. as and i sit here, alone in the library, wondering if you ever meant to tell me about it, i also wonder why i'm crying. if it's due to anger, or sadness? or just a mixture of both? i don't know if i'm overreacting, but what i do know is that you know i hate liars. why must you make me hate you? why? right now, i really just don't want to see you at all. if you're finally reading this, i don't want you to go: 'why the fuck is she like this? why can't i have a blog?!'. because you know the reason why i'm fucking angry with you right now is not because you co-own a blog, but because you didn't even tell me, even when i asked. i'm disappointed. so disappointed.
you make me wonder why i'm trying so hard.
i just need my pills right now.
i'm off to walk home alone.
during maghrib.
haha. baik sharifah. baik. :(
p/s: and you. i know it doesn't concern me anymore. thought you changed, but you're still really quite the liar.
