small little teeny weeny baby steps.

today went by pretty fast. class was only 2 hours long and we had this mini presentation that kept me awake. the nerves, man. i think uncontrollable nerves are the best coffee. yeah. nerves definitely help you stay up. even if you're fucking sleepy. like, it'd work on you even if you're about to close your eyes and fall into a deep sleep. even if you're standing in a crowded train, or showering, or sexing, or.. well, you get the point. nerves are the best type of coffee there is. 

anyway.

i remember what the four of us said during orientation:

that could seriously be a possibility.

haha. judging from the way all of us presented our 1 minute random stories, or sneak-previews of our BPS ICA 1 presentations, i think all of us are seriously talented in some way. and i really hope we get to stick together all the way til year 3.

had nyptv auditions after school.

i swear to Allah, i freaked myself out by how animated i was.

i felt so guilty to luqqy (aka, luqman. yeah, i know. what the hell right? hahaha!) because i couldn't even help him calm himself down. we were both shaking uncontrollably in the recording studio and i think it kinda showed. shrugs.

ate at macs after school with mary.

tsk, there goes my anorexic plan.

"being on tv makes you look 2kg heavier."

not a good thing. T_T

on the way back home from school i got a seat in the train and slept..... with my mouth open. gahh, i hate it when that happens. like, i was too sleepy to stay awake, even as britney spears was screaming into my ears. and when i woke up, there was a man standing in front of me. that was just so wrong. hahahaa.

reached home and crashed.

i almost cried again.

but then i smiled a lot.

thank you. (:

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