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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

"i'm sorry oh so sorry. "

i've never felt this alone in my life before.

never.

i literally feel like i have nobody to talk to. nobody i can cry like crazy infront of. nobody who would understand what i'm talking about 98% of the time. nobody who's willing to walk beside me, while holding my hands and caressing my face. nobody.

i used to have you.

while everybody's rushing through ica projects and meetings and shits, i'm still stuck in this pitiful state of sorrow.

will i ever move on?

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i fucking screwed up at yesterday's auditions. and i cried on the way back. i know, right? what the fuck. yes, people, that's how disappointed i was with myself. i felt like taking a knife and stabbing myself repeatedly. but i guess that wouldn't help much, would it?

i'm just hoping for the best right now.

i really want to get in.

results will be out tonight. =/

i need an eye candy.

period.

shit. i broke my oath. fuck it.

i thought and wondered at 1:04 PM