okay, people, i'm pathetic.
i was crying as i put my lenses on.
who the fuck does that?!
gah, and after i carefully put on make up to make it seem like i'm okay at work, mummy just HAD to tell me something that made me cry again. and i cried. but i wiped it away real quick. so i don't think it's THAT bad. heh.
working til 4.30pm today.
wonder if anybody will come to see me.
haha.
kay, obviously no. tsk.
haiz.
i think i'm really really pathetic right now.
i need to go clubbing man.
dance all the sorrow away.
*looks at hidayah and mary*
oei. biler nak gi ni? lol.
hahaha.
i still never fail to amuse myself.
i want to keep myself busy so i don't have to think about anything. anything at all.
i'm working tomorrow too! :D
like he said, it's not worth it to be feeling so like shit when ex-boyfriend's happy about it. even if he's not happy, he's contented. like, this is not affecting him in any way at all and maybe, he's not even feeling sad at all.
ouh people. i need a new watch.
somebody buy for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
toodles.
i thought and wondered at 9:29 AM
