i have to head over to gloria jean's after school.
and i don't really know why.
today was a very joyful day.
which is why i'm preparing myself for a bad evening at home.
i know, right?
shareefah can't stop being stupid at times.
seriously.
"ni de ru fang hen da!"
LOL LOL LOL.
i don't know if i should be looking forward to tonight. you confuse me sometimes, you really do. i don't think you know what you want anymore. and i think i'm about to lose my focus too. it's driving me insane, the way you're doing this to me. are you even aware?
i'm still going to stay at home, but there'll be so many changes, it won't feel like home anymore. i know this sounds pathetic, but i really need somebody here for me right now, and nobody seems to be willing to play the part. why did you change? how could i have changed you this way..?
it still feels weird.
and.
you, you tkmo gini boleh tak? i'm not ready for anything now, and i taknak promise you anything. i rase sampai i dah nazak pun i tak boleh janji you ape2.
haiz.
i don't know what's wrong with me, seriously.
i really don't.
i'm so tired of everything.
aren't you?
