i won't.

life's getting pretty meaningless right now.

my back's been acting up again.

it hurts tremendously at times.

but i see no point in telling anybody.

i can't help it.

i can't.

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there's foreign bodies today. i'm so fucking excited lah can? i hope i don't embarrass myself on the first day of practice. i always end up embarrassing myself like fuck when i meet new people. heh. let's hope this time it'll be an exception. xD

oh, yesterday mingi asked me to go clubbing with him on 3rd july to celebrate my birthday! :DD ape lagi.. haha! and he was sweet enough to give me the PINK macdonald's glass that i wanted so much. (it's sold out already! T_T) so now i have a pink macdonald's glass! hahaha! yayness.

i need a slap.

p/s: and if you think that i already have somebody new, you thought wrong. i don't think i can ever let you go. even if you already have. i don't think i'm strong enough to do so. unless a romeo enters my life. a romeo enters my life and takes your place. is that what you really want?