i've decided.
you're just a bloody lame ass.
and if i decide to STOP contacting you.
you don't have to go all psychotic on me.
fuck it, you're not even my boyfriend.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.
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*sigh*
i want to watch BLOOD later. but i didn't know it's M18! i was like, WTF when i saw the ratings. i know i'm a media student, but, fuck the ratings uh! kanina.. i really want to watch this movie, and i know i don't handle violence and gore well, BUT i'm desperate to watch this bloody (get it, get it? haha.) film interpretation of the manga man. haha.
here i go again.
sounding like a stupid whiny spoilt slut.
ughhhhhhhhhhh.
mary didn't come to school today because she's sick!
boooo. get well soon darling. i miss you like i miss my toes!
T_T
yay yay!
i'm going to watch BLOOD! i hope. T_T
stupid, why the fuck is it m18?! ugh.
there's like, really no point of being 16 lah.
imma be very shagged today. cause i'm falling sick. then i'm going to meet that somebody. but i don't want that somebody to go home late like the last time, so, i'll be hoping he goes home earlier. (i hope i don't get emofuckedshatup) but i know i will. so. i'm hoping for the best.
and i don't want to be chasing you away.
i know i don't show it.
but i really need you there.
i really do.
=/
i thought and wondered at 2:13 PM
