to: *******
(yes, count as much as you want, this is for you b. ;P)
there's this guy. i realised that he's been there for me for quite awhile. through the times i fought with ex-boyfriend, he was there. through the times i cried at night like a bimbo stuck on an island, he was there. through the times i didn't want to go home alone, he was there.
you have been there for me.
and for that, i'd like to thank you.
at night, when i'm pampered and spoilt and missing somebody, your voice would be the last thing i hear. the way we talk on the phone; though i'll get unreasonable at times, we'd still end up laughing anyway. iunno how to explain it, though. sigh. it feels like..
it feels like i can tell you anything and everything.
because you don't judge me.
even if you don't really like it.
like yesterday, over the phone:
me: you. lagipun, 3rd july i nak gi clubbing ngan my kawan2 skolah.
him: eh?! clubbing??! takmo takmo takmo. you jangan nak merepek.
me: alaaaa. nape seh you. it's my lifelong dream tauuu. sigh.
him: tak mau lah.. kalau you pergi jugak, i gi sane amek you alek ah.
haha. you're so adorably innocent, b. :D
on a sadder note. the way you said you waited for me yesterday. sigh. that made me sad. it made me feel like a useless bitch all over again. promise me you won't do that ever again? you know i didn't mean it, don't you? ):
you know how confused i am.
you know how confused i can get.
so anyway, yes, this entry is dedicated to youuuuuuu. for making me happy, most of the time. ;D oh, the trouble i had to go through to edit every single detail. hahaa. you better appreciate it ehhh. hahaa. (:
ouh, and i'm still going clubbing tau, no matter what! hahaha. :P
sayanggggggggg dier! :D
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running later.
bubble tea session with julie. :D
date with assignments at night.
random thought #1 - it's hard trying not to cause misery and pain. it's hard keeping everybody else happy but myself.
random thought #2 - i still don't believe i have a camera bag. T_T
p/s: could you write a song for me? so i could sing it? (:
