i keep going to cbox.ws so frequently, that now i'm permanently logged in. haha! so it's easier to remove the things i call shit from my life. or in this instance, from my tagboard. (:

but then again. julie is right. popular people get these meaningless "critics" that somehow make them stronger. coincidentally, i'm gearing up for the future. and i hope all these hatetags i'm getting now will truly make me a stronger person inside. i mean, look at all my idols.. they receive so many fucking untrue critics, and they're still doing their thang fucking well.

:D

so i'd like to be a forgiving person. hee!

and once again, i'd like to say..

really, i don't mean to cause you so much anger or hatred towards me just by reading my blog. so in order to avoid all those unnecessary EXTRA wrinkles, (i know you already have some, or perhaps loads, because you seem like a person with so much issues with yourself. haha.) i suggest you stop reading my blog. (:

it's your choice.

but play nice.

because whatever you say or do. if it's unjustifiable, i don't find a reason to entertain you, seriously. maybe what i do blog about may sometimes be OTT (- over the top), or overdramatic, but still. check out the title of this webpage, dude. it's THOUGHTS AND WONDERS. read: mine. (: if you've got time to care about my life and my daily-more-than-one-rantings, seriously man, get a life. go get yourself a girlfriend/boyfriend a'ight? then you can experience the same drama that i'm experiencing.

oh wait.

i DON'T have a boyfriend.

nyehahahaa. ;D

mairah darling! i promise this is the last time imma blog about hatetaggers! hehehh. 

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somehow, reading those hatetags made me happy. like, there's still people who bother to read my blog and tag. hahaha. macam coooooooooool gitu. whoooh!

it's either i'm going crazy.

or i'm growing up. :D

i think it's the latter. heeee.

anyway, after a gazillion, million, billion years.. guess what? *squeals* khairul called me yesterday night! :D heheh. i was so bloody shocked+happy lah! (sidetrack: sharifah shocked!) heh. so he's going to treat me to breeks' tiramisu next week! that'll probably be the day i go karaoke-ing with yohannis. tee hee hee. i've never been so happy in my life, man. i can't explain this sudden outburst of happy emotions, really. it's like, he was such a big part of me in lower secondary life, that when he disappeared, i got kinda lost. =/

but it's almost good-timing; he's sudden appearance. because i miss him so, that silly ex-best friend of mine. hehh. speaking about bestfriends..

tsk tsk tsk...

*sings to the tune of when i grow up*

on my birthday, i wanna go sheesha

i wanna go flyer, i wanna go ktv...

seven more days! :D

good day, darlinglinglinglings! heee. (: