i'm so confused, i'm beyond confused.

i've been having a lot of late night calls.. and it's taking a toll on me. i've been working like crazy during weekends and weekdays are passing by oh-so-fucking-fast. i literally don't even have time to breathe now. not anymore.

i can't wait for the 5th!

somebody was being so fucking funny yesterday night. i couldn't stop smiling when i woke up. like seriously. mum went: "ni anak aku dah tebiat kenape pulak ni? semalam pms, pagi ni senyum sendiri!"

and i stared at her blankly and laughed.

work at ikea was fun over the weekend. saturday was shit uh. i got all the irritating customers and i was seriously on the brink of breaking down emotionally. then i reached home at 3am on sunday. and then was on the phone til 7am. and then i worked for 9 hours. and sunday was great! because people were being nice to me! hahaha! and also because i had lunch with kak fish and rajes. and omg i missed that rajes! so basically, i've slept less than 6 hours in the past 48 hours. T_T i am so going to be shagged when i reach home later at about 11pm!

i'm a ultra mighty darling to doreen.

and i'll be meeting her friends in town!

i have no idea why she seems so happy about it.

:D:D:D

i don't know if i should quit working by august.

i think i'll probably stay on.

for a long time. heh.

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