i remember, 6.52pm, at that 21st storey staircase in toa payoh.

staring at the skyline, talking about my fear of heights.

you took my hand and asked me to sit down.

o5o6o7.

5th of june, 2007.

we were listening to this song.

you slid my ring in.

(we were shocked it could fit because you bought a size smaller. heh.)

we were together.

i know people think that you were at fault. i know you think that i told them stuff that would make them think that way. but i'd like to tell everybody who's reading this right now: muhammad saiful bin saimen and i broke up because I did something wrong. yes, i was the one who was at fault and i take the blame.

there.

your name has been cleared.

friends? (:

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singapore idol auditions tomorrow.

should i skip work?

i need somebody's help. shit.

walks back home. talks about dance. you remind me so much of him. and yet i know that i shouldn't harbour any hopes towards you. pressure is the one thing that i don't need right now. 6 months... 6 months and i'll be okay?

you were always different from the rest. til now, i can't pin-point the different thing about you. maybe i'll just crap my life out. maybe i'll just wait for another you. no rush, right baby?

mary was right. i should stop giving people false hopes. imma learn how to be independent, and then i'll realise that i don't need a boyfriend. OMGZ. haha. or maybe, i won't need anybody else but you. ;P 

nobody nobody but you, you~

thanks for going through all that stress and heartache yesterday!

just to watch a stupid movie.

one that i give 1.5/5 for. ugh.

BLOOD SUCKS. hahahaa.

the blood they bleed is 3D. T_T

eh, if you read my blog then tag me lah.

irritating you know.

i don't even know who reads my blog.

but then you know everything about me.

where got fair siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaxxxxxxxxx.

hee! xD

foreign bodies later.

fun or whattttt?! :D

"a pebble in the water

makes a ripple effect

every action in this world

will bear a consequence"