including me.
the same way everybody hated him.
including me.
congratulations, saiful.
for turning the tables.
for getting everyone against you.
dammit.
i don't feel well.
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halo
remember those walls i built
well, baby they're tumbling down
and they didn't even put up a fight
they didn't even make up a sound
i found a way to let you in
but i never really had a doubt
standing in the light of your halo
i got my angel now
it's like i've been awakened
every rule i had you breakin'
it's the risk that i'm takin'
i ain't never gonna shut you out
everywhere i'm looking now
i'm surrounded by your embrace
baby i can see your halo
you know you're my saving grace
you're everything i need and more
it's written all over your face
baby i can feel your halo
pray it won't fade away
i can feel your halo halo halo
i can see your halo halo halo
i can feel your halo halo halo
i can see your halo halo halo
hit me like a ray of sun
burning through my darkest night
you're the only one that i want
think i'm addicted to your light
i swore i'd never fall again
but this don't even feel like fallin'
gravity can't forget
to pull me back to the ground again
feels like i've been awakened
every rule i had you breakin'
the risk that i'm takin'
i'm never gonna shut you out
everywhere i'm looking now
i'm surrounded by your embrace
baby i can see your halo
pray it won't fade away
halo (wooh)
halo (woooh)
everywhere i'm looking now
i'm surrounded by your embrace
baby i can see your halo
you know you're my saving grace
you're everything i need and more
it's written all over your face
baby i can feel your halo
pray it won't fade away
i can feel your halo halo halo
i can see your halo halo halo
i can feel your halo halo halo
i can see your halo halo halo
halo, halo
- beyonce
(mary, the lyrics are meaningful and i dedicated each and every single word to ******, so deal with it. haahhaa.)
for ******
i'm sorry baby. i never meant to let you down. i don't just like you - i'm falling for you. (8.0? haha.) yes, i am. maybe that's why i'm expecting so much from you. but be there for me. please. i don't know what i'd do if you leave me. i really don't. you really are different from the rest. i know you care. i know you want this to work out as much as i do. i know i was being a bitch last night / early morning. bottomline?
i don't want to lose you. i really don't.
you know that, don't you?
"what's the point of hanging on to something that doesn't exist anymore?" - ******
i'll bury it all this friday. follow me? be my witness. be there for me, the way you promised me you'd be. let's go to marina pier baby. i swear, it's the most gorgeous place ever. i'll let you in. i'll let my guard down. you've seen too much of my vulnerable/emoshitfuck side. i swear that isn't the only side i have. xD haha. we have all the time in the world. let's just stay this way for now. "there's something going on". heh. it sounds cute. really cute. and i know we shouldn't rush things. take it a step at a time?
& what you said yesterday / just now did make sense. but baby, what i was trying to say was: every relationship has its ups and downs. it's not going to be easy to meet up, especially since we stay at both ends of singapore. but when there's a will, there will be a way. and i should know that from first-hand experience. heh. you're getting busier, well, so am i darling. haha. but you'll have to find out, one way or another.. right? every relationship is hard to maintain. just depends on how much effort you want to put in it.
and i swear i'm not going to let anybody in between us.
(after we get attached, that is. if we do. :P)
once bitten, twice shy...
timecheck: 5.17am.
i'm supposed to wake julie up at 8am.
great. just great.
goodmorning darlings.
have a nice day ahead.
p/s: you promised me. but i didn't promise you. did i? live and let go. i'll be happy as long as you are. (: & you were right. i have no right to get angry/jealous/psychotic. it's your right. i want to let go of that love for you. help me with it. okay, sap?
