the disease is back.

i'm updating 293384435891283 times a day. hahahaha!

anyway. i wanted to blog about this just now, but it slipped my mind. and now that i'm all ready for bed, i just wanted to update this little thought/realisation of mine, so that it'll be here forever. (:

anyway, only those who have been reading my blog since a few months back will know what i'm talking about. remember there was this entry i posted about a dream? the dream i had about a guy hugging me from behind, in a queue? he was slightly taller than me, and fair-skinned? and that's about all i remembered from the dream. well, i think i found him. and now, it seems really, really familiar. in fact, i think it already happened.

except that it wasn't a queue, and.

on 16th july that exact scene happened.

with baby sick, i'm missing him more than ever. he'll need all the rest he can get, and tomorrow's sheesha plan will probably not work out cause we need somebody of legal age. hahaha! sigh. maybe i'll just head home straight and sleep. i need to catch up on my sleep. boo.

what happened while waiting for the bus just now really made me smile on the journey back home. the way everything fit into pieces. the way you "merajok-ed" with me, and the way i "layan-ed" you. and the way we could still exchange kisses even while we were in a squabble. hehee! yeah, you probably are my dream guy baby. in the weirdest, most opposite manner imaginable. wahaha! ;P

oh, and note-to-self :

nights/morning darling-lings!