i'm not trying to publicise my ugly fat legs or anything.
but i just wanted to place emphasis on how swollen my left calf is.
and it's been swollen since early morning. :(
and duh, it hurts like, a fucking lot. sheeeeesh.
(and no, they're not fats. my calves are very muscular, because of my ballet background. tsk.)
sometimes i wonder if i should quit it all.
find a permanent job and start supporting you.
afterall, it seems like the best thing to do right now.
i'm tired of all this.
i'm really, really tired.
i feel like cutting my muscle out because it's hurting so damn much. and fuck, even though my leg is acting up again, there's filming tomorrow and i'll obviously have to walk a lot. sigh. also, tashah's friends are doing a collabo for a competition on the 22nd august, and i'm joining in. i just don't know when to say "no" to dance, can i? =/
stupid dancer or what.
so there's filming tomorrow morning, and dance in the evening. great.
alas, at the moment i feel like running. ):
p/s: i didn't go to school and i got calcium tablets! ahahaaha. :D
i thought and wondered at 5:10 PM
