just as i move along
being sad.
mum's gotten herself happy.
today was mummy's pertunangan (engagement) day. it went really hectic, especially at the start when sis and i got treated like free labour. hah! i swear, i was this close to losing it when they started ordering me like shit. but i was doing it for mummy-love. (: it didn't matter.
i love the smell of roses.
i finally met up with all my dear lil cousins, after what seemed like centuries. yeah, i missed each and every single one of them loads. still, not as much as i miss you..
i was sitting (emoing), listening to my ipod at one point of time while i was looking at them.. and i realised that time does fly. i still remember eecha being a newborn baby, being wrapped in my strawberry quilt at home.. i still remember shasha the way she was when she was in primary 4, and how excited she was about being in primary 5 cause of the ndp preview.. i still remember isha looking at me with her huge eyes on her tiny little frame, whilst asking me to hold her (still) teeny-weeny hands.
what if i miss them the way they were before? what if i don't want them to change, ever? now that there's the 4th generation of cousins/nieces, i realise that 5 years down the road, when i'm old and wrinkly, i'll be thinking this same thing i am right now. i'd be feeling the same way.
oh what the fuck.
he is fucking hot, can? hahah!
anyhoo, here are the few pictures i'm wiling to post up right now. (:
these pictures were taken with my e1.
the rest are in my phone. malas bangat nak upload. x)
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- it's 3.44am.
- shikin just called me. =.=
- i'm pissed at 2 particular people.
- i'm tired.
- and david is still visiting. gah.
"hey there you cute lil thing. what's your name?" (:
sleepy and off to sleep! =.=
p/s: i'm looking forward to monday AND tuesday! :D NOT looking forward to work tomorrow. gahhhhhh.
