she makes me laugh.
she makes me aware.
she makes me feel accepted.
she is none other than nur hidayah binte sajali. (:
nyptv auditions went great. paired up with anne(sp?) from 02 and we were really comical and fake. too fake, i suppose; i doubt i'll get through. but i enjoyed it nonetheless. (:
after school was the bomb. met my pantat after 3924128360461723 DECADES of not meeting her, and it didn't matter that we were at causeway point the whole way (=.= ; i know, right?) because we had freaking so much fun. hahaha! :D
i tell you, that cheekopek who kept telling us that there were cameras everywhere should attend a "how-to-lie-better" workshop. he kept shooing us away from wherever we were sitting, and i swear it was irritating after the second time. urghs.
"yay! ade tempat duduk! (yay there're seats there!)"
"eh baik ah. jom. (great. let's go there.)"
"haha. imagine that guy come to us there and tell us: "eh, here got camera. cannot sit anyhow." i tell you, i slap his face sia. terang2 tempat duduk sia. (obviously these are seats.)"
so for the first time in a long time, i talked til most of the issues were out of my head. or rather, off my chest. heh. sometimes i don't need to tell her anything and she'll know everything about whatever that's been happening at home. cause she knows me so well. :D
after cotton on and watsons..
we went to metro for a totally random "photoshoot".
i saw this candy pink prom dress that i adored.
and i forced her to try this blue one.
and tadaaaaaaaaaa:
i love my
bestbestbestfriend in the whole wide world. (:
my dress was too big. and hers was too small.
but i really did like that dress.
perhaps i WILL buy it.
iunno for what purpose.. but i should. x)
cause it's pinky-pink! nyeh nyeh.
i may not be going for dance tomorrow. because i'll be stressing over something. fuck it. i hate it when this happens to me. i hate it a lot.
lost my mood.
buaixxzzzzs.
p/s: just because i'm keeping it in, doesn't mean i'm not hurting. you have to treasure what you have while you have it. sigh.
i thought and wondered at 10:25 PM
