i had a long day yesterday.
had dance from 2pm to 7pm.
walked back home from yishun to marsiling.
yes, the entire way. T_T
i had an even longer day today.
woke up.
met syamil.
went to tampines.
met danial.
watched "the time traveler's wife".
cried while watching it.
bused to ikea.
met fir.
talked to kak suhaila.
ate a hotdog.
walked around ikea.
bought candles.
went home.
changed.
met fir, again.
went to the bank.
reached home.
switched on macsharee.
made love to macsharee.
blogged.
and finally, now i'm going to sleep. tomorrow will be a long day, too. probably meeting julie in the morning. and heading to nyp for dance from early afternoon til late night. (1pm to 10pm. sigh. yes, say "omfg" now. T_T) and heading to the class chalet thereafter.
it's going to be continued with another long, tiring day which will include waking up early afternoon, getting ready and changed, and heading to work til 11pm on saturday.
question! am i trying to kill myself or what?
answer? no, i'm not. i'm trying to fill my time up, so i will stop thinking of you. for all i know, you're just enjoying all of this.
anyway, "the time traveler's wife" was such a sweet show. a fucking sweet show. i couldn't help crying. especially when i was thinking of him as i watched it. throughout the whole movie, clare never stopped loving henry, even through all the obstacles they faced together. and i was wondering.. she fell in love with him when she was what, 8 years old? and he was, what? 40? sigh. makes me wonder if 8 years is really such a big deal. sigh.
i need peach.
and banana.
my mind's too tired to think of anything right now.
oh, and i am fucking pissed with you. so don't even try it now.
and fir goes: "jantan ape sak macam gitu!"
i couldn't agree more.
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it's 1.08am now.
you just texted me.
and now i am crying.
i don't know why.
relief? disappointment? anger?
i need a hug. and i mean it this time round.
:(
