if it were my fault, you could blame me.

but now it isn't... it never was, actually.

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it's raining pretty heavily now and although usually i'd like this morning rainy gloomy stay-in kinda weather, today is an exception because i'm sick. and rainy days have this weird way of making sick people feel sicker. don't you agree?

the rain disrupted my morning plans. or rather, somebody did. urgh. and now if i take macsharee along with me so early in the morning, i'd feel guilty even if it isn't my fault in the first place. i have dance at 2pm later, so go figure. i think i'd faint halfway later. nyeh. i'm not trying to sound like a pussy, but i really feel weak. =/

i woke up this morning and it hurt to breathe. fml.

morning macdonald's breakfast with fir later! (: that is, if it stops raining, and if he can come here safe and dry. because i wouldn't want to go so far in the rain with macsharee. she deserves staying dry. (yes, my laptop is female. deal with it.)

today morning was weird. well, i was weirded out. i had 3 short phonecalls consecutively right before i went to bed. and honestly, i was too sleepy to realise who they were. then, as i slept, i had a dream about people calling me non-stop. in fact, i think i was ngigau-ing. (sleep-walking or something.) because i remember lifting my arms as though i was in a phonecall over and over again. hmm....

yay! the rain is lessening.

this means i'll be going out soon.