remember this?
dancing
time is gonna take my mind
and carry it far away where i can fly
the depth of life will dimmy temptation to live for you
if i were to be alone
silence would
rock my tears
cause it's all about love
and i know better
how life is a waving feather
so i put my arms around you, around you
and i know that i'll be leaving soon
my eyes are on you, they're on you
and you see that i can't stop shaking
no i, won't step back
but i'll look down to hide from your eyes
cause what i feel is so sweet
and i'm scared that even my own breath
oh could burst it
if it were a bubble
and i'd better dream
if i have to struggle
so i put my arms around you, around you
and i hope that i will do no wrong
my eyes are on you, they're on you
and i hope that you won't hurt me
i'm dancing in the room as if i was in the woods with you
no need for anything but music
music's the reason why i know time still exists
time still exists
time still exists
time still exists
so i just put my arms around you around you
and i hope that i will do no wrong
my eyes are on you they're on you
and i hope that you won't hurt me
my eyes they're on you, they are on you
and i hope that i will do no wrong
my eyes are on you, they're on you
they're on you..
my eyes..
- elisa
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i spent the last 75 minutes listening to this song on repeat and crying. you know why? because the way elisa sang it truly touched my heart; my soul. and just like that, it made me regret a lot of things i've done in these past 10 months. i've been crying since the first time i heard the chorus, and iunno why i can't stop. =/
i have goosebumps, and my spine is tingling.
this song really has its special way of touching people. or maybe it's just me. i mean, me being sick and all pms-y these past few days. maybe it's fate that i come across this song after a long time, (yes, i've known it for a long time) because it's trying to get a message across to me.
sidetrack: you changed your url.
why?
i'm sick of your acting.
i'm sick of hoping that all this will soon be over.
i'm sick of crying hard every single fucking night for you.
i'm sick of trying to rebel against all that's been laid out for me.
i'm sick of getting beaten down by things that will happen in the future.
i'm sick of living my life for people who won't even give a damn about me.
i'm sick of being there for people who don't even know a shit about me anymore.
i'm sick of ignoring those who care about me, because i care only for those who don't.
i'm sick of staying so strong, when i don't even get the recognition i deserve from you.
i'm sick of pretending that everything will be okay when i know i stopped living when you left me.
i need a time out. tomorrow, i will leave dance early to head to marina barrage. why? because i've never been there, and i'm sick of waiting for people to bring me there. if there's one thing i've realised after all these months of being single, it's that, i need to live for myself. right now, there's no such thing as "love" anymore. not unless you have the power to make me believe in it again.
nothing is making me budge this time round.
when will you wake up?
p/s: mucus and tears do not go well together. i repeat, do NOT go well together.
