i won't mention what he said. i think it's a little too personal, even for a privatized blog. speaking of which, perhaps i'll lift the privatization soon. why? cause nobody even comes here anymore. and i'll have no motivation to blog. and i'll keep everything inside me. and that'll defeat the whole purpose of having a blog in the first place, cause see, there's no point of keeping everything inside me.

bullshit.

whatever you've been telling me is nothing but bullshit.

fuck, i should have gone wilder at zirca the other day. why was i dancing only with a friend? why didn't i grind any other guy up? oh yeah, cause their faces reminded me of broken egg shells. or or, maybe they WERE broken egg shells. ahaha. sial aje sharifah. sorry God.

well anyway, i was going to be really emo. but then i decided that i've been emo enough around my friends. okay, sidetrack: really sudden random urge to cut myself. fuck lah. why are my emotions raging high? it's like, i know i'm going to get my period soon, but it never comes.

i want to club so fucking badly now. fuck what anybody thinks already. i need to get the facts that i'm single, not attached, and not anybody's in my head.

that's it.

shareefah's back.