i'm sick.
i'm tired.
i'm sick&tired.
and there's nobody to hold me close to just tepuk me to sleep..
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you want to know something? i'm really sick of somehow getting people to fall for me, falling for them as well, and then the whole thing suddenly stops because of something i realise, or because i just don't feel like loving that person anymore. iunno how the fuck my mind tells me this whole cycle is okay. my heart knows it's not.
perhaps he was right.
i am desperate.
desperate to find a familiar face. desperate to find love. desperate to belong to somebody who i know belongs to me as well. i've never felt so alone in my entire life. it's almost like, i'd do anything to have a sense of belonging.
and that's what i realise i did wrong.
i'm going to take it slow with you. because as much as i know how tiring it is to develop a relationship, im going to try doing everything i can to make it work this time round. and if it doesn't work out, then perhaps i'm meant to stay single? maybe iun see why i should give up a part of me to a guy anymore. why should i make myself vulnerable to somebody who'd have the power to hurt me with just a simple lie?
but imma put all these feelings aside.
just to try.
would you sing this song for me?
beautiful
when i see you
i run out of words to say
i wouldn't leave you
cause you're that type of girl to make me stay
i see the guys tryna holla, girl i don't wanna bother you
cause you're independent and you got my attention
can i be your baby father? girl, i just wanna show you
that i love what you are doin' hun
i see you in the club, you gettin' down girl
i wanna get with you, yeah
i see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
i wanna get with you
you're so beautiful
so damn beautiful
said you're so beautiful
so damn beautiful
you're so beautiful, beautiful
beautiful, beautiful
you're so beautiful, beautiful
beautiful, beautiful
you're so beautiful
like the clouds you
drift me away, far away, yeah
and like the sun you
brighten the day, you brighten my day, yeah
i never wanna see you cry cry cry
and i never wanna tell a lie lie lie
said i never wanna see you cry cry cry
and i never wanna tell a lie lie lie
kardinal told you, whether the sky blue or yellow
this fella ain't that mellow if it ain't about you!
hourglass shape make a place go 'woo!'
waistline makes my soldier salute
i'm a brute, high from your high heel game
high heels push up ya ass last name
and you livin' in the fast lane, eyes like an angel
goddess, watch my gal and how she undress
spotless, heartless, bad to the bone
make me wanna go put me in the triple-x zone
lames don't know how to talk to you
so let me walk with you, hold my hand
imma spend them grands but after you undress
not like a hooker but more like a princess
queen, empress, president
pull anywhere you go on earth cause you're beautiful, okay?
where'd you come from?
you're outta this world to me
you're a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be
ooh wee
i never wanna see you cry cry cry
and i never wanna tell a lie lie lie
said i never wanna see you cry cry cry
and i never wanna tell a lie lie lie
i see you in the club, you gettin' down girl
i wanna get with you, yeah
i see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
i wanna get with you
you're so beautiful
so damn beautiful
said you're so beautiful
so damn beautiful
- akon
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oh! i know it's long overdue, and it's quite pixelated cause i screen-shot it from a video they made, but check this picture out! hehehehehehehehehe.
kay, i know i look weird.
and fat, cause the dress was layers and layers of cloth.
but whatever.
sherryfah FTW! x)
okay, off to finish the storyboarding project before i get nagged at again. lol.
good day darlings.
p/s: skipped school AND dance cause i'm sick. boohoo?
