no, it's not a want.

i really need one.

because...

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loads of things happened these past few days. iunno where to start.

i know i privatized this blog to give all of you inside scoops and the exclusiveness that the rest of the world doesn't have. about my life, that is. but recently i've been so shagged by everything that's been happening, that i really haven't had time to blog at all. no, i'm serious. believe me when i say so.

mondays:

i end at 10pm because of dance.

tuesdays:

my class ends at 10pm.

wednesdays:

i have this hosting course til 10pm.

thursdays:

is the only day i'm free, unless i feel like dancing.

fridays:

i have dance til 10pm.

saturdays&sundays:

work. work. work.

so tell me, even if i really wanted a boyfriend right now, how do i fit him in, through all this busy scheduling? iun even have time for myself anymore. iun even know if this will continue for the rest of my nyp years, or if it's only for right now. though, i believe it will continue. i mean, years 2 and 3 will be filled with assignments and attachment. oh, and nyptv. heh.

anyway, met daniel yesterday, and i finally felt a feeling of familiarity. it's been more than month since i last met him, but he hasn't changed much. not at all, really. (: ate fish&chips at banquet cause i was craving for it so badly, and ended off with the compulsory walk home. daniel was telling me about how he doesn't like walking and how it was his first time using an umbrella. trust me, that part was hilarious. (:

sorry, for the randomness.

but i feel that we could be so much closer if only i was given a chance. if only i gave him a chance. if only others gave me the permission to give him the chance. but, i guess things don't always go our way, now, does it? sigh.

at macdonald's with the girls right now, and i finally got my chicken wholemeal sandwich. nyehaha.

school ending at ten pm tonight.

i guess i'll update more later.

iun feel right. i'm not feeling right. boo.

toodles darlings.