i love you. (:
(17.01.10)
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look at the date, and you'll realise that it's not the 22nd of january (the date that these words are actually being typed). this is because i realised, perhaps it'd be better if i just blogged about how the first week - of being attached - has been, instead of how the individual days went. though as i'm typing this now, i realise it'll be hard to try and fit 203489326472354 emotions into a single entry.
well, i guess i AM fickle-minded, ey?
so anyway, i have loads of pictures to upload here, but since i am a lazy motherfucking bitch, i will bore you with words instead. i'll probably upload the pictures later, but for now, imma just keep typing words.
my battery's at 41%.
all these act-rich-only office people wanna save on electricity bills so they're using the free electricity here. tskkk. go home lah.
OKAY WOW.
the person behind me who was using the power switch just left. so now macsharee is all powered-up. hehehe. i am seriously so tired, and i was supposed to go for dance, but my darlings from fbodz told me to go home to rest. =.=
but i din want to go home alone. though the idea of sleeping seemed so.. alluring, i decided to surprise baby at work instead. okay, well, it's not really a surprise, because i asked him how to get here, but, hahaha. well, i'm here now. ahaha. you're not understanding this as you read it, are you? but i'm just finding a lot of things funny in my head now. and i can't find which to talk about first. ahahaa. type about, i mean. ahahhahaa.
anyway, basically i'm at a particular starbucks in the town area, waiting for mel ♥ to finish work. though many would find this a lil ridiculous, (because i'm working at 10am tomorrow), i find nothing wrong with it, because i think there's this strange part of me that loves seeing him being all professional. :D
hmm..
i was thinking of going home to study for finance, but i realised i wouldn't be able to concentrate if i felt like something isn't right. today was pretty freaky, and i have no choice but to keep hush about it all. i guess the private blog will be the only place i let it all out. want to know the url? cannotttttt. nyehaha.
(*note to self: L.G.)
okay, i am freezing cold right now.
like, super freaking cold.
yes, 9pm! 2 more hours til baby knocks off from work. (:
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guess what. it's already the 27th of january.
and i feel like such a freak for letting this post hang for so long. actually, if you log into my blog account, you'll realise that i leave a lot of entries hanging. probably because iunno how to continue, or if i should continue. because sometimes whatever i say may affect certain people.
and there's this part of me which still cares.
about people who wouldn't give two hoots about me.
anywayyyyyy....
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NURUL HAIZA BINTE ROSLY. ♥
thank you for being there for me throughout everything. for giving me advices when i needed them the most.. for staying strong for me. for being a great friend. for whispering those few words to me on my mum's wedding day... (:
words cannot describe how much i love you pantat!
i hope you enjoyed your surprise at 12am just now! hehehe.
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guess what?
it's the 29th of january already.
HAHAHAHAA.
omg, this entry is like, the longest delayed, like.... EVER. hahahaa!
sorry lah.
i wanted to put pictures of this past week and what not.
but i'm pretty lazy right now.
so before i delay this entry any further, imma post it.
like, right fucking now. hahaha.
so goodbye.
p/s: pictures will be right after this picture. (:
p/s 2: though this entry was posted on 29/1/10, it started on 17/1/10. hahaha!
