yes, of course.
i won't even bother typing anything about how i feel right now. but the thing is, i think i've lost all feelings. not only for you. but i've been numbed.
i might be crying right now as i type this, and by rights, i should have every right to blog about it, because it is hurting me. typing every single nerve in detail. probably getting down to the grittiest of facts. but no.
it'll only be an act of weakness, attention seeking and whatnot.
wouldn't it?
right. no matter the condition that i had to grow up in, i'm sure your condition was worse. much worse. worse to the point that you'd think i'm crying for nothing. ah yes.
i was just trying to relay how i felt about something that i felt so happy cause it's finally off my chest, off my heart, off my very soul. and a single phrase that i said, got me shot down so fucking badly. right, i din say that i HAVE to find somebody new now. i said it just feels like it. because i finally cleaned out everything else. and just by saying that... gawd.
not everybody is "not well off" and can afford an iphone.
you don't even know the meaning of "not well off".
don't compare yourselves with them, bitches.
it's not my fault they're wealthy.
compare yourselves amongst people like me and her.
ugh.
i thought and wondered at 10:46 PM
