we text as we eat as we listen to the freaks as we wait for the right of way we text as we talk we're running as we walk cause we surf our little souls away we smoke as we choke as we sink another coke and we grin when it blows our mind we skate as we date as we slowly suffocate we're running, we're running, we're running out of time
my life got cold it happened many years ago when summer slipped away so chill now whoa we've gotten many years to go so take it day by day
and long ago i lost my soul to some forgotten dream and how was i supposed to know it wasn't what it seemed and even though the last hello has left me on the floor i don't believe in romeos or heroes anymore
we spend as we lend cause we're happy to pretend everything's gonna be okay we shake as we break never give until we take and we hate when we have to pay we flirt while we work to forget about the hurt and the trash that we left behind we sink as we swim the ice is wearing thin we're running, we're running, we're running out of time
my life got cold it happened many years ago when summer slipped away so chill now whoa we've gotten many years to go so take it day by day
and long ago i lost my soul to some forgotten dream and how was i supposed to know it wasn't what it seemed and even though the last hello has left me on the floor i don't believe in romeos or heroes anymore
- girls aloud
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i hate it when people act as if they know me. as if they know every single thing that i'm talking/thinking/tweeting about. get a fucking life; your own, preferably. because mine belongs to me. ugh.
i used to listen to the song above every single day when i was 11 and 12.
it meant a lot to me. maybe because i related the lyrics to what was happening at the point of time. everything made sense with this song. like, when i finally figured out thathappy family (the card game) was bullshit, cause i din have one. and when i learnt the hard way not to talk to certain people. and honestly, iun see a reason why i should prove that my life has been harder than yours. it's enough to know that i've went through more than i should have, and that i've emerged a stronger person than you have with your measly problems.
of course, bad things come with good stuff.
with extra lil perks that i've included myself.
it's been a habit since.. forever;
to distract myself with other things in life.
with myself - with self-proclaimed necessities - filling my time.
that's why i started my relationship with dance.
that's how i got where i am now.
different people handle different situations differently. and if you're shallow enough to compare, or judge based on whatever little experience you have, then perhaps you've not experienced or witnessed life enough. and that, to me, is pretty sad. isn't it?
sidetrack:
yummy yummy pink nails!
speaking about pink, check out kitty's (my pink rose plant, in case you din know) pink.
i told you it's nicer than all those baby pink-ness roses that they've given me! x)
it's actually brighter than that in real life, i swear. hahahaa.
my throat hurts.
emceeing tomorrow and i wonder how i'm going to cope.
