exams are finally over, and now all i have is time.
with mel going overseas for his attachment, i'll have LOADS of free time.
i can't wait to meet a particular person, though. i've really missed him, and it's been like, what, 3 or 4 months since we last met? and he still makes me smile. he could possibly be the only person whose text messages make me smile without fail. even if there's nothing to smile about! heheh. it's like, you know he's sincere and you can actually imagine him typing it and all.
butt... nutt love was right.
it's hard to trust anybody of the male species.
my trust, is depleting. and you have yourself to blame.
perhaps for now, staying single would be the best thing for me. knowing that i only have myself to think about makes it easier for me to breathe. it doesn't change anything by a lot, but breathing with more ease might actually make me happy. i think?
i mean.. i won't know till i've tried, right?
sigh.
work this evening and tomorrow morning, and i won't be able to make it for yohannis and hidayah's barbeque and chalet. how how howwwwww? tsk. my good friend and my bestfriend siaaaaa. fuck you la work. fuck you till you bleed excessively and die cause of blood loss. :(
i need to breathe.
and realise that i'm living.
i've been getting lightheaded alot recently.
fuck laaaa. okay. seriously.
i want to get ready because i've got a date now. okay bye.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YOHANNIS! (:
p/s: getting bang-bangs again cause i need to see if i can cope with straight hair or not again. if all goes well, in june, i'll emerge a brand new person. (: nyehahaha.
