so...
as everybody knows, i wasn't really in a good mood just now. perhaps it was just pms, perhaps it was that petty fight. perhaps it was my hormones raging or something. anyway the story begins with when i was angry just now. i was taking the lift up from the ground floor at my block. when all of a sudden..
loudly near me. well, not everybody knows this, but i've
been fond of cats. however.. certain incidents during my childhood has resulted in me being afraid to get near them. recently though, i've been opening up to them by a whole lot. firstly, because of mary's totally adorable cats, and secondly, because mel and i keep feeding stray cats (this takes up a lot of my time and money, but i like seeing them eat. :D).
the kitty cat tried snuggling up to me, but since i was alone, and not in the very best of moods, i actually avoided it and went:
"not right now lah. i'm not in the mood." the lift was only at the 8th floor, and by then, i was just looking at the cat. bear in mind, it was meowing the whole time, and as angry/pissed as i was at that point of time, i
still felt like stroking it and saying:
"everything's gonna be okay.."
then right....
when the lift came, i went in. it stared at me, wanting to come in. but i kept saying "no". very angrily, actually. (i remember ms.soo telling us that tone plays an important part when communicating with animals, cause they don't understand what we're saying, but they get a rough idea of our intended message through the tones of our voices.)
but right....
when the lift door closed, i noticed it was pregnant. so i was like, "eh fuck, she's pregnant." so i just went "sorry" in my heart, cause i was really pissed at that time, and i din wanna give in to anybody at all.
seconds later, i reached home, and i went to the kitchen window to calm myself down (because i was still sad/angry/blablabla) .....then i heard something.
i looked down to see a passer-by get shocked by the same cat's meow. this time round, she was meowing really, really loudly, like she was in pain! i could hear her loud and clearly from level 6! i saw her maneuver her way through cars and was thinking, "fuck, it must surely be fucking hungry."
so i rushed down. and went to ntuc to buy food for her. i tried looking for her while i was passing the block i last saw her at, but i couldn't worry about finding her just yet. i had to get the food asap.
BUT..
after buying 2 cans and 2 packets of food for her... I COULDN'T FIND HER! i was almost going to cry cause i felt so sorry and guilty. but i din give up. i looked around frantically and eventually walked nearer to marsiling primary where i found a group of primary school kids playing with her.
i swear, i was so relieved. i said my thanks to God and approached it.
....and it recognised me!
i said sorry to it, while the kids were all staring at me. haha.
then i opened a can of cat food and put it at her mouth.
then she ate happily.
she ate 2 cans in all. :D
very greedily, i might add. hehe.
well, i went home shortly after. the kids wanted to play with her and she was so engrossed with eating, i figured i needed to get home so i can blog about this so i'll never forget about it. if there comes a time where i suffer from senile dementia or amnesia, i'd be able to remember this particular incident because i swear, it felt like an emotional rollercoaster. all in 5 minutes. hahaha.
PICTURES!
(i managed to snap away while she was eating. hehe.)
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that being said and done..
i wished i had a cat. i want a kitty. i want a kitten. and now, i want her kittens! :(
i can't have direct access to them though, cause my sister is allergic to them. :(
speaking of my sister, i must rush out now, because i have a date with her at causeway point. =.= i know, right? i din want to go far cause i'm tired, and i want to come home to the pizza later! heheh. so.. long and goodbye.. so long and...
goodbye... (:
