i am sad.
why?
because i am getting fired from my only financial income source.
because i am always getting thrown around like a ragdoll.
because i am tired of being the rebound to a "particular person".
as i witness my whole life fall apart, even before i turn 18, i can't help but to laugh at myself and the actions i've done that has led it all to this. i have a resolution. and it's to stop using "iun" as a substitute of "i don't". together with this resolution is another one that nobody (except myself) shall know of.
i am tired and shagged.
my lenses are gonna stick to my pupils forever. fml.
and i'm off to sheesha later. whooh.
i need to keep myself busy. really.
people, love does exist.
(i realised that at ida's chalet yesterday.)
i just haven't found it yet.
i thought and wondered at 3:52 PM
