i feel depressed just looking at the first picture. this is what i did when i couldn't sleep yesterday night. (in reference with the time i took the screenshot.) look at how fucking far this damn shit place is. it's not literally a thousand miles away, but it is fucking far. monday please come soon. monday please come soon. monday please come soon. monday please come soon. i have been chanting this phrase to myself almost second now, hoping that it'll make things easier. but i should be having a rather o-kay time.
i'll be working from 6pm to closing later, which will mean that i'll be out of my house at 4.45pm. which will mean that i'll be off the computer by 3.30pm. which will mean that i will switch to my career-orientation-mode from 3pm onwards. which means that i have less than an hour today to be sad about this whole situation.
tomorrow, i have promised myself to stay at home to study and read my books which i have neglected in the past month.
but i have to get used to this. i have to hold it all in. because this is only going to get me stronger. this is going to get me prepared for when he goes for attachment, and for when he serves national service.
and it will only make every meet-up that much more special, that much more worthwhile, that much more meaningful.
anyhoo.
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yesterday was nice. because i din end up going out with sister-love, but i met my girls! maisurah couldn't make it, though. hidayah, haiza and i ended up watching valentine's day. and ohmygoodness, it is such an entertaining show. well, to me at least. i mean, the star-studded cast made it much more appealing to us (well, it better, cause i'm sure garry marshall and his producers paid a lot of money to get them in the movie), but to me, the storyline was smartly cute and well-planned.
very predictable though.
BUT.
i was super fucking disappointed with the quanti error found at the later part of the movie. i'm not sure if that was the only one, but i noticed it for sure. it's the scene where the babysitter and her boyfriend sits at his van, and she tells him about how unprepared she is for sex. she crosses her leg in one shot to rub her foot up his calf, but in the immediate next shot, she's sitting without crossing her legs. MAJOR: FUCK, WHY DIDN'T YOU PAY MORE ATTENTION TO THE SHOTS?!
but that's about it. (:
the great thing is that i'll be watching it again with mel next week! and that, i cannot wait for. (:
i had a great time with my girls! i've missed them loads.
anyhoo, the night was great too.
i reached bugis at about 9.30pm, and met julie and friends. what happened yesterday, our lips are sealed. but it was great fun, hanging out with them. (: i shan't continue the latter part of the day, except that i love how friends can get you to stop thinking about something.
timecheck: 2.39pm.
goodbye darlings.
have a good day ahead. (:
