i was reading a friend's blog.
and i felt that pinch in my heart as i was reading it.
she's so strong.
so much stronger than i can ever be.
obviously stronger than i am now.
looking at my cell and realising that i'm crying never seemed so pathetic.
but we just got to laugh it off, don't we?
happy
someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you can't have everything
don't you take chances
you might feel the pain
don't you love in vain
cause love won't set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be
so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
don't care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yeah
just wanna be happy, yeah
holding on tightly
just can't let it go
just tryna play my role
slowly diasappear, ohh
well all these days
they feel like they're the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can't stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by
so what if it hurts me?
so what if i break down?
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
don't care about all the pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy,
ohh, happy oooh
so any turns that i can't see
like i'm a stranger on this road
but don’t say victim
don't say anything
so what if it hurts me?
so what if i break down?
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
don't care about all the pain infront of me
cause i just wanna be happy
i just wanna be, happy
no, happy..
- leona lewis
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you promised.
you fucking promised.
i thought and wondered at 11:42 PM
