remember that walk we had at the admiralty park connector last november? before you had a bike, before you had anything, while you were weak and while i was at my peak? (hey, that rhymes!) well, we sang a song together at the top of our lungs because you were so sad. i was trying so hard to cheer you up that i broke into a funny tune of this song. and although we started debating with how it was sung, you started singing along with me, and we ended up laughing your sorrow away. ahh.. good times, good times. don't you ever forget that day. cause i never will. (:
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when i threw the ring away just now, i realised that letting go isn't hard.
although i did try looking for it after you left, i gave up.
because i realised that there's no point, anyway.
the same way you know now that there's no point.
that there's no point in this.
well, here goes...
i will survive
at first i was afraid
i was petrified
i kept thinking
i could never live without you by my side
but then i spent so many nights
just thinking how you'd done me wrong
and i grew strong
i learned how to get along
and so you're back
from outer space
i just walked in to find you here
without that look upon your face
i should have changed my fucking lock
i would have made you leave your key
if i'd have known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
oh now go
walk out the door
just turn around now
you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
did you think i'd crumble
did you think i'd lay down and die
oh not i
i will survive, yeah
as long as i know how to love i know i'll be alive
i've got all my life to live
i've got all my love to give
i will survive
i will survive
yeah, yeah
it took all the strength i had
just not to fall apart
i'm trying hard to mend the pieces
of my broken heart
and i spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
i used to cry
but now i hold my head up high
and you see me
with somebody new
i'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
and so you thought you'd just drop by
and you expect me to be free
but now i'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
oh now go
walk out the door
just turn around now
you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
did you think i'd crumble
did you think i'd lay down and die
oh not i
i will survive, yeah
as long as i know how to love i know i'll be alive
i've got all my life to live
i've got all my love to give
i will survive
i will survive
yeah, yeah
- cake
right back at ya. (:
i can do this. i can do all of this.
i thought and wondered at 2:00 AM
