and i'm finally letting go.

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skipped dance, eventually. cause the migraine was getting the better of me. i vomited a record of 6 times today, and they were all bile-like. it's the same as when i was admitted to ttsh just before graduation prom. =.=

i was okay before going out for dance, but while i was combing my hair, the urge to vomit arose, and i couldn't hold it in. prior to that, i almost vomited on macsharee! grrr. if i had, i would have never been able to forgive myself. sigh.

so anyway, the throbbing headache got me resting at home, when i was fully made-up and all dressed for dance. =.= i slept with my expired blue lenses in my eyes. i feel like a fucktard.

i woke up at about 8.30pm, only to hear mummy exclaiming that i look flushed even through my make-up, and explaining that it's because i haven't been having enough rest. i just hope she doesn't implement that strict curfew again. :( it's my freaking holidaysss. just give me a little time off and i'll be fine...

besides, at least now i'm smiling at night because of a certain somebody.. (:

hehe.

bye.