1. i officially resigned from ikea. returned the uniform, badge, and access card. it was kinda hard, especially cause i've had them for a year or so.

2. i made somebody i like so angry with me, that i ruined any chance of being with him. ever. anymore. and it just hurts knowing i did it to myself again.

3. i slapped you.

today, i was supposed to go for an interview for diva, and for dance later on in the evening. but right now all i can think is, how the fuck am i going to survive from now on? not only emotionally of course, but in every single other aspect of my life. do i really want to go back to how i was?

no, i don't.

but do i want to share you with somebody else?

i've always hated sharing. when mummy made my sister and i share things (toys, clothes) when we were younger, i'd pout and make the most hideous ugly-yet-cute baby-face a toddler can make. then i'd have things my way cause she'd buy me something extra so i'd forget that i was sad/angry. yes, i guess i've been spoilt since i was younger.

i din expect you to walk away like you did. i thought you'd stay.

well, i guess i thought wrong.

nobody reads my blog anymore.

sometimes, at times like now, i wonder who i'm blogging for.

have an awesome day.