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insyaAllah i will be able to find another job soon! i need to stay strong! whooh! honestly though, right now i don't even feel alone anymore. there's been a shift of weight in my brain. i just feel like there's so many things to think about all of a sudden. and they all involve myself.

it's not that i'm an individualistic character; it's just that i've come to terms that at the youthful age i am at now, there's nobody better to think of and concentrate my energy on other than myself. sadistic, to a certain extent, but perhaps it's true that we're all just too young for love. i have nothing against people in love, or love itself but...

but i don't think i'm ready for it yet.

oh, and also to get medicine for the ever-persistent migraine. it's getting on my nerves - the body ache, vomiting, and never-ending throbbing pain at the corners of my head. urgh.

on another hand, i tried photoshopping myself, but it was an epic fail. look at the picture below. hahaha. it reminds me so much of how i suck at all these computer stuff. perhaps making it evident that i'm meant for public relations, and nothing else/more. sigh. or perhaps the person in the picture is too ugly beyond comparison.

does he miss me?

i wonder.

today i'll be a total darling. (:

p/s: i need to get new paper and straits times for job vacancies!

p/s 2: if you know of a job vacancy anywhere do tell me! wahahah!