if it's gonna happen all over again, i'm sorry i will not be able to take the pain this time round and i'll walk away for farking good. especially with all your promises. you already broke one; how many more are you going to break?

work today til late at night.

went to two hospitals yesterday. first to NUH to accompany mel. and then train-ed to TTSH to visit nenek. so yes, i was really tired. i've been having 3-or-4-hour-sleeps for the past two weeks, so i was knocked out right after i reached home. oh wait, i was sleeping from the time i was waiting for step-dad to pick me and mummy up.

school was pretty cool. except i realised that the broadcast industry is something i want to avoid at all costs. hmm hmm.

auditions were on wednesday, and i was practically the 3rd last to audition. all the members there can sing super well, and i'm glad that i was able to join. (: really looking forward to being a part of soundcard. and of course, i still love fbodz equally if not more. ;)

sorry i cried, girls. i'm tired of pretending to be strong when all i want to do is cry. a lot of things running through my mind, and whatever i tell you may be a small part of the bigger picture. i don't like talking it out. this confusion and hurt is mine to bear.

if i am fighting a losing battle;

i won't hold on.

i think i need sleep now. goodnight.

p/s: i wished you would just die. cause if you won't, then i will.