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i want somebody to kill me;
will you?

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Saturday, May 1, 2010

"uh oh "

cold blade pressed on tender skin.

here we go again.

i realise it's been 3 years. i cannot do this anymore. i don't owe you anything. not my life. not my time. not my love. nothing.

-----

going under

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me

don't want your hand this time, i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily, defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom

i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore

i'm dying again

so go on and scream
scream at me
i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe
i can't keep going under

- evanescence

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