i didn't really sleep because my insomnia kicked in.

i din't want to pilltosleep because i was worried i wouldn't wake up in time for my presentations.

there are so many freaking things to do it's not even funny how many things we students are given at a single point of time. it's just sad that sometimes we are expected of much more than i can give and it's fucked up to be feeling fucked up 24/7.

that aside, life has been a hell-hole recently.

i can't disclose why, cause by doing so just means i have a social death wish, which i don't desire. so, yeah. the diary got the privilege instead.

on a much, seriously much happier note, i bought 'awakened' recently, and it's the 7th instalment of the HoN series. highly addictive, but because of work i've only read til the halfway mark. okay, i realise my much happier note thing to say is practically the mundane part of life for another.

sigh. okay whatever.

i need to find shoes and clothes for presentation and i'm not feeling well with my nose all runny and this headache throbbing since about 4am. fuck my life if it had a hole.

bye.

p/s: happy new year. yeah. whatever. i really felt that there wasn't much change or anything, so i know this sounds depressing, but i feel more lifeless as each year passes by. one year can just do SO much to you. so mentally draining...